Justine's Ramblings

Just a reminder for everyone that this journal will no longer be in use.

Please friend my new journal awesomecat and delete this one from your f-list if you wish.


Thank you.

Aight, yo.


little_serpent IS DEAD.


awesomecat is my new journal and girlantagonist is going to go to other use... just not sure what yet.

Why change accounts AGAIN?


Well, I'm not a little serpent. I am a fat cat. I have always been a kitty so that's the way it's going to be.




I haven't decided yet whether or not I am going to purge and delete little_serpent yet. I may save a few memorable entries and purge the rest.


Once again... why?


I feel like it. Time for a change. *shrug*

~~~So Beautiful by Darren Hayes~~~

Whether I'm right or wrong
There's no phrase that hits
Like an ocean needs the sand
Or a dirty old shoe that fits
And if all the world was perfect
I would only ever want to see your scars
You know they can have their universe
We'll be in the dirt designing stars

And darlin' you know
You make me feel so beautiful
Nowhere else in the world I wanna be
You make me feel so beautiful

Whether I'm up or down
There's no crowd to please
I'm like a faith without a clause
to believe in it
And if all the world was smiling
I would only ever want to see your frown
You know they can sail away in sunsets
We'll be right here stranded on the ground
Just happy to be found

You make me feel so beautiful
Nowhere else in the world I wanna be
You make me feel so beautiful

I have lost my illusions
I have drowned in your words
I have left my confusion to a cynical world
I am throwing myself at things I don't understand
Discover enlightenment holding your hand

You are...
So beautiful

Yeah darlin' you know
That you make me feel so beautiful!
Nowhere else in the world I wanna be
Yeah you make me feel so beautiful!

Yeah darlin' you know
That you make me feel so beautiful
Yeah darlin' you know
That you make me feel so beautiful.

I had this really stupid dream last night.


I found an apartment that was really large and really nice and partially furnished for only $200/month, all utilities paid. Too good to be true, right? The catch? It was in an apartment building and the wall that divides the room from the main hallway was glass... anyone could just look in and see everything in the apartment.... part of the bathroom was closed off for privacy but the large bathtub was right in the middle of the livingroom. There was also a large curtain I could close to hide the apartment from the hallway and that was it.... so for some reason I accept this offer and start living in this half-glass apartment.

At one point I decide to take a bath so I close the curtain and draw a bath which instantly despenses some honey scented bath oil and bubble bath into the large tub. So I am thinking "hmm... well this is still pretty sweet. I'll close the curtain for now and later I will just entirely cover the glass wall with posters and stuff so it wont be any different then any other regular wall." Then I realise that the curtain doesnt close all the way, it leaves about a foot open at one end so I tack up a blanket to block it off and go to take a bath...

About five minutes into my relaxing bath I hear someone banging on the door. So I get up, put on my bathrobe and answer it. It's the apartment building's manager, the landlord, who looks almost exactly like Danny Davito. He hands me a piece of paper, which just happens to be a bill for $75... for my bath. So I'm like "okay... what the fuck. A bath? what if I just want a regular bath? not one with all the bubbles and scented bath oils?" and the landlord goes "What about it? You still have to pay."

At this point I am really pissed. I get charged to take a bath? I argue with him for a while and he finally dismissed the fee for this bath because I wasnt told in advance that BATHING WOULD COST ME HUGE AMOUNTS OF MONEY. I'm really pissed that I can't take baths anymore and have to stick with showers. I finish my bath and go to bed.

The next morning I wake up and start covering my glass wall with pictures and such only to have the landlord come banging on my door and telling me that he will have to charge me $10 per sqare foot per MONTH for covering the glass wall. Now i am ten times more pissed then the previous night and take what I had hung up down and go to work. When I get back from work I decide to go take a shower. A SHOWER.... and, you guessed it, landlord tries charging me $75 for a regular shower. At this point I slam the door in his face and start packing up everything. There is no fucking way I am living there.

Landlord calls for a security guard to come up and the guard just happens to be Hurley from Lost.

I announce that I am moving out and that the landlord can kiss my ass. I have been living there for two days and this is bullshit.

Suddenly my stupid parents are there, harassing me because I somehow managed to build up $500 in fees in less then two days.


Then I woke up. It was really fucking dumb.

~~~The Best Thing... by Savage Garden~~~



Never want to fly
Never want to leave
Never want to say what you mean to me
Never want to run
Frightened to believe
You're the best thing about me

Sometimes I feel like this is only chemistry
Stuck in a maze searching for a way to
Shut down turn around feel the ground beneath me
You're so close where do you end where do I begin?
Always pushing and pulling
Sometimes sanity takes vacation time on me
I'm in a daze stumbling bewildered
North of gravity head up in the stratosphere
You and I roller coaster riding love
You're the center of adrenaline
And I'm beginning to understand

Never want to fly
Never want to leave
Never want to say what you mean to me
Never want to run
Frightened to believe
You're the best thing about me

Walk on broken glass make my way through fire
These are the things I would do for love
Farewell peace of mind kiss goodbye to reason
Up is down the impossible occurs each day
This intoxication thrills me
I only pray it doesn't kill me

Never want to fly
Never want to leave
Never want to say what you mean to me
Never want to run
Frightened to believe
You're the best thing about me

You're the center of adrenaline
And I'm beginning to understand
You could be the best thing about me

Never want to fly
Never want to leave
Never want to say what you mean to me
Never want to run
Frightened to believe
You're the best thing about me

You could be the best thing about me
What if you're the best thing about me?

Whee I'm totally being an LJ whore these last few days.


Funny memory...

When I was really little (like barely old enough to walk) my grandmother and grandfather and I would always go to Santa Rosa every other saturday. Every single time we went I got carsick and would throw up..... Every time without fail. I mean it was only a 2 and a half hour drive.

However, I remember that on my first real road trip (to La Grande, OR) about a week before I turned two years old... It was probably an eleven or twelve hour drive. I rode through the whole thing without sleeping or getting carsick... and made my parents pull over every hour or single time I saw a herd of reindeer, which ever came first.... (it was winter, the reindeer were EVERYWHERE... actually I think they were whitetails...)


Why did I always get carsick on a 2.5 hour car ride to Santa Rosa?

Because, as a two year old, I figured that the breakfast of champions was obviously an entire box of dark chocolate fudgesicles or orange creamsicles.

I was looking at an old SA thread about strange childhood memories... it was mostly just people posting about strange occurences that happened when they were kids or memories that they remember in great detail but everyone else claims it never happened.


Well I have two in particular that have bothered the hell out of me for YEARS. Just click the cuts.


( The 3 missing days from my life... )


( WTF DID I DO FOR THREE YEARS? )



Does anyone else have strange memories? Or any stories of weird childhood shit?

This is sooooo me XD

I would like you all to meet the very lovely Persephone.



She's totally hot and she knows it. She be a fine, fine lady.

If any of you see that piece of goŭshĭ known as "Eragon" I will kill you in the face. Lèsè!!!! That's all it is... go watch/read something GOOD AND ORIGINAL.

I didn't sleep last night, it was too hot. But the night before I had two short, and shitty dreams.

First one: I got into a fight with my mom and called her a bitch. She retorted by picking up a bucket full of maggots and throwing them at me. Then I woke up.

Second dream: Garrett (adopted brother), Jorden (sister), my grandmum and I were all at the beach and there was something crawling around in the sand. Garrett dug it up and it was a maggot the size of a two year old brat and he ran after me with it then threw it at me landed at my feet where I was first afraid that it was going to explode when it landed.... even worse... it bounced and hit me in the leg then started wiggling toward me in the sand... then I woke up.


Yeah, I hate it when I get a string of dreams of this sort.


Anyway, time to go to work. Joy.

So I had this dream last night but I don't remember much of it except for this one random scene...


Please excuse the horrible grammer and run-on sentences... I am rambling.

But what I remember most is there was some sort of a battle going on and there was this boy that was there and he got up and started walking through all the gunfire and blasts and explosions. One of the other people attacking just shot this boy and blew a chunk of his shoulder off and I remember seeing that he was bleeding AND there were strange wires and a metal plating exposed. This boy was half machine. He just continued to walk toward them and kept getting shot at. He got shot in the chest several times and he got shot in the arm again and this time it detached from his body. He was bleeding alot and there were electrical wires sparking at the end. He kept getting shot at and his flesh was getting ripped off. Finally at the end he was standing there, his insides and wiring half exposed. Half of his face was torn off to reveal a green sensor for his eye. The other half of his face was still covered with flesh and was bleeding from a large gash in his cheek and his good 'eye' shed a tear before he screamed and sent off some strange sort of blast like a small nuclear explosion destroying everything.

Yeah, it was really weird and awesome and I am inspired to write now.

I have hardly slept for hella days. Everytime I am about to fall asleep I hear the McDonalds drivethrough buzzer... and if I do manage to fall asleep I'm not really asleep... I am standing there taking orders.... always taking orders.

Wah.

So I had a dream last night that someone locked me in a car and sent it rolling down a huge hill. It kept rolling and rolling until finally it rolled off a dock and into the ocean... only instead of water the ocean was full of maggots.


It really sucked.

Watch as they stare into your soul.

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/15221095/

Um... so how the hell did carpet take Aladdin and Jasmine from Agrabah to Egypt to CHINA in under five minutes?

I scored 66.66667% (Geek God) on The Geek Test

lol.

The spooooonn I use to eat puddddding is missing!!!!!1111111111 and so is the pudding I ate it with a fork.

Also, pictures from Order of the Phoenix... I am not going to link to them all... but one in particular I must point out...


WHY HIS HARRY'S HAIR NICE AND NEAT?.... and Why on earth is Ginny wearing a boy's uniform?
http://www.mugglenet.com/gallery/albums/movies/ootp/stills/HP5D-2921.jpg